Catching up...

So. It's been about four months since I have stepped in the ring and it does not look like I'm gonna get too any time soon. Now, I am a great worker, I am a good guy, hard working guy, love my son, do everything I can to make sure I stay on the side of angels, but I get no shots. People are always asking me when is my next show. They wonder why I'm not at WWC, or doing anything at all wrestling wise for that matter... My following has nothing to follow. All I can tell them is when they call or leave a message, I'll be there and I will work my ass off for my fans, for the industry and for all the right reasons. Honor, respect, man I respect everyone that is in that ring even if they give me a cold shoulder, I figure, that's their problem. I love wrestling. I have since before I was out of diapers! It's been a part of my life, all the way through. When I was getting my ass kicked day in and day out in school... I knew... I was getting bigger, I was getting stronger... They were building a monster. Now, I bully the bullies. I respect everyone, but when it comes to hazing and teasing... It's wrong and I will voice myself to those who are doing so to others. I'm not gonna just sit back anymore and pretend everything is okay. I'm sick and tired of not getting to wrestle. Some of you who I am really writing this too may never read this, they might not care, but SAW, the first group I was a part of, which was supposed to be a training group for WWC, saved my life. I had lost the American Dream. I wanted to have the picture perfect family, that of course, didn't happen. So I got lost real quick, never turned my back on my son, but I was so lost. Then everything fell together and SAW was born and we started doing shows. Man, it was a crash course in what wrestling was all about and I was elated! The dream seemed to have been coming back. Now... I only wrestle a couple times out of the year. I want to work, I want to work hard, I want to do what I do best. It just seems like, there is no place for The Cursed anymore... but that don't mean I am leaving... Because I will rise, someplace, somewhere. I will show everyone, who I respect, who I believe in, that I am someone that get's the job done.

I know I am not alone. I am thankful for the friends I have, believe it or not. You all know that I like my privacy and those who are closest to me know I have my reasons to keep people at bay. I've been hurt in the past, more then any sticks or stones could do to me. I don't want any of you to think I am giving you a cold shoulder. I love ya all. I will always stand by your side. If you need me I will be there, don't hesitate to come to me with any problems or issues. Need me to rip someone's face off? Okay I might not do that, but I will make them feel like they want to crawl up and die. I learned one thing, bullies hate to be bullied. I was bullied a lot in school... A whole hell of a lot. I was small, yeah, you would not think of it now and many people that went to school with me don't even recognize me... The monster I have become. Now I have no problem cracking the skulls of those who would hurt innocent people. I will bully the bullies. Many might say that's not how you should go about this, but I think it is. They only way to fight fire is with fire.

Check out my friends Neutral Shock! See them at the premier of the upcoming horror film THE BLEEDING.

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I can't begin to tell you how many people I speak with that are completely ignorant to the realities of Barack Obama. I have to educate them cause believe me, it's not cool calling someone something they are not. I've been told time and time again that people won't vote for a Muslim. Obama is a Christian whose religious views have evolved in his adult life. Come on, how many of us as adults have evolved in our religious outlooks... His father who turned his back on him, was Muslim who didn't even accept that, he claimed he was athiest. And what is with people freaking out his middle name is Hassan? The name Hassan in Hebrew חסן means "cantor", or "good cantor" derived from the Arabic "good" and the Hebrew "cantor". It might not be a common name, but how many of us have strange hebrew names out of the bible? As well, how can "educated" people hate an entire religion for what some of it's extremists are doing? Do we hate Catholics for what they have done in the past, you know the whole Witch Hunts or the Spanish Inquistion or maybe the blind eye to the Nazi holocaust? Do we hate protestants for the evils the Klu Klux Clan? If we are we shouldn't be cause that's uneducated, shallow and well... Your not helping the world one bit, by allowing the ignorance to fester, you are making us take back steps. This must end.

We all can coexist. We all should coexist. The future of HUMAN KIND, depends on it. We should learn all we can about each other, with open minds, open arms and open hearts. Do it, damn it.