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I want to brawl. I want a fight. I might even throw in a couple actual wrestling moves in. I will go toe to toe with the best hardcore wrestlers or pure wrestlers that think they can prove they are better then us hardcore true that the sport of professional wrestling has to offer. I am tired of waiting. I might not be a high-flyer. I might not be a show-stopper. I sure as hell ain't pretty. But what skills I do have, I will use. And I'll use them against anyone who wants to show the world what it means to be a wrestler. What it means to have real heart for the fans, inside and out of the ring. My challenge extends to anyone from any fed in a one-on-one match. That means anyone from anywhere whether it’s a four-sided ring, a six-sided ring, an eight-sided ring, old swimming pool, grampa's old tool shed, an old folks home (Betty White... why haven't you returned my calls?), the only place I aint wrestling is a Walmart Bathroom (Disgusting even by my reckoning...) If your a promoter contact me, if your not, tell your promoter about me contact information can be recieved @ thecursedwrestler@gmail.com

Opinions Are Like Assholes, everyone has one. Well, I have many opinions and I am an asshole. I believe everyone has the RIGHT to say what they believe without people shitting on them. I believe if a Miss California disapproves of same sex marriage, she has as much right to publically say it where ever she wants too as homosexuals have. Killing someone for what they are is a hate crime. A vocal personal disagreement on someone or a group because of what they are is not a hate crime. You should only get in someone's face when they get in yours about who they are not what they are. Everyone has the right to say what they feel, so say it. Don't fear it. Cause when you do you are pretty much saying you don't want your rights. Speaking your mind about your beliefs isn't hate crimes, any dumb sumbitch that thinks that is a damned idiot. It seems like some want to be controlled, they want to be contained. Fuck being contained! I'll be damned if anyone trys to control me! And talking about containment... Quit freaking about about the damned Swine Flu! We, as a species, have survived plauge after plague because there's something great about us, we learn to adapt, we learn to become immune so we can tackle the next variation. So don't go slaughtering pigs for no good reason and fry up that bacon! I can't believe Egypt would try and slaughter all the pigs in the country... lame! Damned if I give up my Baconator! I'm going to rant on cause I'm good at ranting and I need it. So here it goes, heres some things that everyone should know about me.

I love my soon to be wife, we screw a lot, it's fun. People should shut up and screw more, it won't give you enough time to fight. This would end a lot of bullshit taking up time in the courts. I love her, and recently I really went through a bout of trying to figure out some things, got sidetracked. But I do love her, more now then ever... And the wedding is most assuredly still on!
I love my son, he is the glue that keeps me togther and focused. Being a father made me a man unlike many losers in the world who turn their backs on their kids or treat their kids bad cause they didn't want them (How can you not want your kid!?!). I have no use for bastards or bitches (cause women leave their kids too, pathetic but true) that make babies and move on to the next pair of open legs. Your trash. Just like my father...
I can be a great friend, honest, but I can't be anything more. So ladies, find some Cursed clone, and believe it or not there are guys out there like me... True to the end... and if they aren't like me, then their assholes, go find you someone who is like me... A gentleman in the streets and a freak in the sheets and a badass in the ring. That's right, only date wrestlers.... And stop trying to pick up guys who are already taken, some crazy bitch (Laura) might smite you. And believe me, smiting sucks. And she's good at it. I know... I just need good friends, that's all... That's all I want. I got sidetracked... Hate me if you will... I can take hate, just as much as I can take friendship... I'd rather take a dozen shots to the forebean via a barbed wire laced steel chair then to break Laura's heart.
And about wrestling, yeah, I'm coming back to the ring very soon... I'll be wresting in Dayton, OH. I'll post my up coming appearances all over the place cause I pimp myself out like that. I will be doing the stuff I do best... Hardcore all the way baby!!!
Anyone who has watched "The Wrestler" and thinks it sucks can kiss my fuzzy ass. That film shows exactly how it is for the heart of a wrestler, it was so strange seeing a film about the things I have experienced. If you haven't seen it, see it... It's like the Passion of the Wrestler...

People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people. - V

So, sometimes... You get a little sidetracked. I have many femme friends, but one has got a bit too close as of late. I felt confused. I had to tell Laura, I just had too because the one thing about me is, honest to the bitter end and she's my one true best friend. So I hurt her. I hated that. But she needed to know, what was going on in my soul. I haven't confronted this friend of mine yet, but I am going too as soon as I see her again and tell her exactly where my heart belongs. In the arms of Laura. I just seem to find these little quarks in life that remind me of who I am and where I am going. Many get too sidetracked and lose themselves and it dawns on them down the road. Oops. I am caculative. I am focused. I am Laura's and I am happy, honestly happy. It will not happen again. I know she feels betrayed. I know she feels dishonored. And I feel wretched for that. I've been pretty depressed and angy the past few days. Now I am clear... And I move on with plans of a pretty white dress and a killer smile. Even though I think she's still debating now, I'm getting married in September with or without her. I'll marry myself, hey, Rodman did it. The Cursed can do it. When she's ready I can anull the marriage, even though I love myself, I think I'll understand. How will I split up things amongst myself? How am I going to regain her trust? I dunno, but I will try my best and continue to always be truthful... Cause I love that babe. Like the Pope loves his pimped out pope-mobile. I want one. But I really want Laura's love, like she had when she first looked up, way up, into my eyes.

My golden goddess Bea Arthur died, as did one of the funniest comedians of all time, Dom Deluise. This saddens me, all the greats are leaving us behind.

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Writing A Horror Story

Now, I am focused in my efforts to write a horror/western tale. I can't give away too much at this point but it will be a short story that I will be submitting to various magazines and websites. When I am done with it, I will post an abridged version, with notes, here!

State of Disunion (A rant.)

So, a lot of the people I talk to do not understand a lot about what's going on with AIG and other issues going on right now. Let me first say, Apathy kills... You have GOT to be informed, you have GOT to listen, read and watch news. Here is one of the things everyone needs to know. AIG used bailout money, OUR money, the money that hard working Americans get raped from them every pay check, to hand out extravagant bonuses to employees instead of using it for stability and then they turn around and ask for what folks? MORE! To me, mega companies like this, is everything that is wrong with this world. Don't let people say they are people friendly too you either. NO major company cares about YOU the individual. They don't care about your needs, if you got cancer, if you are a christian, they don't care about your kids, they don't care about anything but their bottom line and fat pockets. My suggestion to 18 year olds just getting out on their own? DON'T GET CREDIT CARDS, GO WITH SMALL INSURANCE COMPANIES, I actually suggest in not using large banks either but sometimes, you have no choice. If I could, I wouldn't even use banks either. Don't INVEST in anything but yourself, your family... I don't trust anyone or anything cause I have tried. I tried not only with money but with everything else I can do and things just failed. Usually due to working with either the wrong people or the right people who have no idea what they are getting into. I still wish to do many things, I want to start a wrestling fed and I will, but it will take time because this time, I'm doing it right and I am keeping control. Right now I don't see that happening. It might be years before I can really get Wrestling Unrated up and running. I really am fed up with the whole mess of things. There are no hire paying jobs. I seen it coming. Thus I stayed in my job. I even hate how my company is and is getting worse. I swear they come up with ways every month to hurt good people working there. Sometimes I just want to get on the PA and tell everyone exactly what they are doing behind the scenes. What they are doing to the public they act like they are there to serve and what they are doing to the people that work for them. I want too. Sometimes I think I should. But I need my job. So that's what blogs are for... Yes indeed, a great way to vent your frustrations. A great way to connect even if no one is reading this. I know I got it out. Everyone is so afraid of saying something. For standing up for not only themselves but their fellow man. It's time we all start saying how we feel. We use the internet, but there's so much more we could do. Oust the corrupt. Throw up flyers telling people about the crap going on. Get people reading, watching listening to what's going on in this world. Word of mouth is the best defense against the destructive forces of mega-coporations. I think many of these companies MUST be brought down. You know what? Like it or not... most good days came from dark ones. I think it's time for a great change. It's time to destroy the old thinking for a progessive pro people movement. We are not just numbers.

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Should I just walk away?

I'm about to hang it up with wrestling. I've been trying to get back into the squared circle and it's not happening for me. I've sent out emails, talked face to face with people, asking for gigs, begging for gigs and I would do anything, everything the right way to make things happen... No one is giving me their time. So what should I do? Should I hang it up? Should I throw in the towel? Should I walk away from the squared circle forever?

How A Boy Becomes A Monster

Abused, beaten, humiliated, broken... That was just a day in my life growing up. Made fun of, hit, slapped, just because I was meek, very skinny, wore glasses, was sick most of the time... That was just part of my screwed up childhood. But, what the bullies didn't seem to know and by the time I was in high school knew for sure was that the boy they tore down was becoming a beast that no one could tame.
I learned NOTHING in school but how to take punches and verbal, metal abuse. I do hope things have changed. Cause when I was in school, it was the poor kids that were at fault. I was the trouble maker, not the "star athletes" who couldn't read a 100 page book if their lives depended on it. Now most of those kids are either dead, in jail or junkies who couldn't keep a job let alone be worth a shit to society. I've gotten my vengeance there, by simply keeping a job, staying relatively out of trouble most of my life, taking care of my responsibilities.
I am no Mr. Perfect, but I am sure as hell still The Cursed because the memories of my sad childhood never leave me. The demons within me always torment me. And I am not one that takes things in stride. I face my demons. I fight day in and day out. To be the best that I can be. I find this to be a new awakening. I find it time, for me to step back into the ring. Renewed focus, renewed faith. I will destroy anyone in my path to my glory.