BORN TO LIVE IN PAIN AND DIE IN SUFFERING

HELLo KIDDIES!

I FEEL THAT IN THE PAST, MY BLOGS HAVE MAINLY BEEN REPOSTS AND NOT REALLY ANYTHING WORTH READING. I AM CHANGING THAT. THIS BLOG IS GOING TO BE FROM MY HEART, YOU WILL KNOW THE CURSED FROM READING THIS BLOG, MY PAIN, MY TRIUMPHS, MY GOALS... THIS IS ME, PEOPLE, LIKE IT OR NOT...

SO WHAT ISSUES DO I WANT TO FOCUS ON THIS BLOG? I'M GOING TO SAY IT LIKE IT IS... THERE ARE WAY TOO MANY PUSSIES OUT THERE WHO WON'T LET ME DO MY JOB. THEY ARE AFRAID THAT THE CURSED IS GOING TO SET THE WRONG EXAMPLE, THAT I WILL SAY SOMETHING TO OFFEND SOMEONE... IF THEY ARE AT A WRESTLING SHOW THEY SHOULD EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. ISN'T THAT WHAT WRESTLING IS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT? SHOCK AND AWE?? WHY IS EVERYONE PUSSING OUT? I REMEMBER A TIME WHEN WRESTING MEANT SOMETHING TO THE FANS AND TO THE WRESTLERS. I REMEMBER WHEN THEY CHANTED ECW, ECW, ECW... I REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS ABOUT THE FANS, THE REAL FANS AND NOT ABOUT WHAT THE SO CALLED "MORAL MAJORITY" THOUGHT. PISS ON THAT, WRESTLERS SHOULD HAVE THE RIGHT TO EXPRESS THEMSELVES AS THEY SEE FIT AND AS THE FANS WANT IT. BOTTOM LINE, I FEAR THAT WRESTLING IS GOING BACKWARDS AND I WANT TO HELP KEEP IT ON THE RIGHT ROAD. SPIT IN THE FACE OF THOSE WHO GET IN OUR WAY... ARE YOU READY TO MAKE A NEW ERA HAPPEN? I AM. I AM READY TO BLEED JUST TO KNOW I AM ALIVE... I AM READY TO FIGHT FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IN, AND I WILL NEVER SALE OUT TO ANYONE BUT TO THE FANS. I WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME. I WILL BLEED FOR YOU. I WILL WRAP BARBED WIRE AROUND MY BODY. I WILL SLAM SOME POOR SUMBITCH AND MOST LIKELY MYSELF THROUGH A BURNING TABLE... I WILL GIVE YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU MISS... I WILL SHOW YOU WHY I SACRIFICE. I AM READY... JUST WATCH ME.

True or False

I wear perfume or cologne daily: True


I have a calendar in my room: False


I have had my wisdom teeth removed: False


I have driven a mini-van: False


I own a video camera: False


I have allergies: True


I am an only child: True


I am afraid of clowns: False


I subscribe to Cosmopolitan Magazine: False


I take a daily vitamin: False


I have too many credit cards: True


I have painted my bedroom: False


I have worn hand-me-down clothes: False


I have broken a bone: False (That I know of...)


I have cheated on a partner: False


I play video games: True


I have been in a submarine: False


I have been to Disney: False


I have an opinion about Britney Spears: False


I am an aunt/uncle: False


I have a scar on my knee: True


I am currently on medication: False


I text more than I call people: False


I am married: False


I have had a suprise birthday party: False


I drink coffee: True


I watch American Idol: False


I have been to Washington DC: False


I have been on a diet: False


I have gotten into a car accident: True

Some stupid survay, truths be told...

1.

First thing you wash in the shower?
My face.


2.


What color is your favorite hoodie?
My brown hoodie with the skulls all over it, sweet.



3.


Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Always.


4.


Do you plan outfits?
Not much, sometimes.


5.


How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Should be tired but I ain't, yet.

6.


Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
Writing on our dry-erase board. Put notes and such on there so we don't forget.


7.


Do you say aim or a-i-m?
Eh?


8.


Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
Humm... don't remember the last one.

9.


Did you meet anybody new today?
Not really, no.

10.


Cold chicken legs but of course there aren't any.


11.


Do you floss?
I admit, sometimes I do, sometimes I dont, sue me.


12.


What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
New Years, it's some kinda tradition to eat cabbage on New Year's Day.


13.


When was the last time you talked on aim?
I don't think I ever have.


14.


Are you emotional?
F--k you.

15.


Would you dance to the taco song?
Never, but I might for Peanut Butter Jelly Time...

16.


Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Why would I?


17.


Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Bite.



18.


Do you like your hair?
I hate it on women and I hate it when women have more hair on their faces then I do, grosses me out.

19.


Do you like yourself?
In point of fact, I hate my self... I hate everything I am... I am disgusting. F--k you.

20.


Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yeah, quite a few.


21.


Do you like cottage cheese?
Yes.


22.


What are you listening to right now?
michael

23.


How many countries have you visited?
Besides America, none.


24.


Are your parents strict?
F--k you.



25.


Would you go sky diving?
Yeah.


26. Would you go out to eat with George W.
Bush?
Most likely, no, but hell Ozzy did it so why not?

27.


Would you throw potatoes at him?
I would throw french er sorry Freedom Fries at him...



28.


Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
Not that I can see.


29.


Have you ever been in a castle?
I've been in a fort that was pretty damn castle like, close enough...


30.


Do you rent movies often?
Yeah.



31.


Who sits in behind you in your math class?
Ricky did back in the day...


32.


Have you made a prank phone call?
Heh, hellsyeah.

33.


Do you own a gun?
F--k you.


34.


Can you count backwards from 74?
Again... F--k you.


35.


Who are you going to be with tonight?
Laura, soon as I get sleepy enough which isn't happening... grrr...


36.


Brown or white eggs?
Brown, when I can.


37.


Do you own something from Hot Topic?
A couple things.

38.


Ever been on a train?
Yup, a few.


39.


Ever been in love?
I am in love.


40.


Do you have a cell-phone?
Yup.



41.

Are you too forgiving?
I never forgive... I never forget...


42.


Do you use chap stick?
Sometimes.



43.


What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
She's going to work then we are going to go to The Pig Out on Market Street.


44.


Can you use chop sticks?
I can but often too lazy too.

45.


Ever have cream puffs?

Yeah but honestly I think the last time I did, I was in jail.

46.


Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Yeah, the second one sucked though.



47.


What was the last question you asked?
"How bout we use mine?" To Laura who misplaced her cell phone and wanted to set the alarm.


48.


What was the last CD you bought?
Hummm... I think it was Rob Zombie "Electric Horses"


49.


Boys or girls?
Girls, girls, girls..

50.


What is your bus number for school?
I think it was 35, it's been ten years ago...


51.


Is your hair curly?
When it's long it curls up.


52.


Last time you cried?
F--k you.


53.


Ever walked into a wall?
Humm... I'd say yeah... Drinking is too much fun.



54.


Do looks matter?
Yes.


55.


Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
What the f--k is Pac Sun?



56.


Have you ever slapped someone?
Ha, over and over and over...




57.


Favorite time of the year?
Halloween


58.


Favorite color?
Red and black.



59.


Are you sarcastic?
Always.


60.


Do you have any tattoos?
Yes.


61.


The last person you held hands with?
Laura

62.


Do you sleep with the TV on?
Sometimes.



63.


Where was your default picture taken at?
At Project X Wrestling "Hardcore Halloween"


64.


Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
I wish I could just hate three people...

65.


Do you like your life right now?
Maybe.

66.


How often do you talk on the phone?
Too damn much.



67.


What is your favorite animal?
Cats


68.


What was the most recent thing you bought?
A stack of comics and a wrestling magazine.

69.


Do you have good vision?
Only with my contacts in...

70.


Can you hula hoop?
Why in the f--k would I want to hula hoop?


71.


Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Never.




72.


Do you have a job?
Yeah.




73.


Can you handle the truth?
It hurts more, so I love it.



74.


What are you wearing?
Jeans, no shirt.


75.


Have you ever crawled through a window?
A few times.

WRESTLING UNRATED

Are you an ultra-violent/hardcore/extremist? Are you tired of the boring re-hashed angles of the mainstream? Yeah, I am too. Matter of fact. I am sick of it. Welcome, to the REBIRTH of EXTREME... WRESTLING UNRATED!

Wrestling Unrated is a future American based professional wrestling promotion, based around the ’ultra-violent’ style of professional wrestling and is meant for a mature audience taking place in mostly 21+ venues. I am looking for people who are interested in making this happen. Who's with me?

Group URL: http://groups.myspace.com/wrestlingunrated

Remembering 9-11

The nation paused today to mark the seventh anniversary of the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks with a heartfelt ceremony at the World Trade Center site, the dedication of a memorial at the Pentagon and a planned visit to ground zero by the presidential candidates.

Relatives of victims killed at the World Trade Center gathered in lower Manhattan for readings from dignitaries and a recitation of the names of the dead. Later Thursday, Barack Obama and John McCain were due at ground zero to pay silent respects.

"Today marks the seventh anniversary of the day our world was broken," Mayor Michael Bloomberg said at the start of the ceremony, calling Sept. 11, 2001, a "day that began like any other and ended as none ever has."

The ritual at ground zero included moments of silence at 8:46 a.m., 9:03 a.m. and 9:59 a.m. and 10:29 — the times when two hijacked jets slammed into the trade center buildings and the twin towers fell.

Services were also held in Pennsylvania and at the Pentagon, where a new memorial was dedicated.

Among the speakers at ground zero were three children who were very young when their father went to work at the World Trade Center seven years ago and never came home.

"I remember playing in the yard with him. I remember him pulling my wagon. He was strong. He always made me feel safe," said Alex Salamone, wearing the soccer jersey of his father, John. "I wish I could remember more, but we were so young when he died."

Edward Bracken, who lost his sister, Lucy A. Fishman, said she was "murdered by coward men using their religion to say they are right and we are wrong," then added, "Pray for the men and women who sleep on the ground every night in the Middle East to keep our world safe."

Relatives of victims began arriving at dawn at ground zero, now a huge construction site. American flags were draped over silent cranes, and some families held signs saying "We miss you," "We love you" or "You will never be forgotten."

The family of Sept. 11 victim Michael Diehl went to ground zero wearing white T-shirts bearing his photo and 9/11/01.

"It's still very hard for us to come here. It doesn't get any easier," said Diehl's sister-in-law, Norma Linguito. "I just wish they'd get the memorial up so we can have something, a marker, to remember everyone."

Family members and students representing more than 90 countries that lost victims on Sept. 11 read the names of 2,751 people killed in New York, one more than last year. The city restored Sneha Philip, a woman who mysteriously vanished on Sept. 10, 2001, to its official death toll this year after a court ruled that she was likely killed at the trade center.

McCain and Obama planned to visit the site after the ceremony concluded Thursday afternoon. The candidates agreed weeks ago to pull their campaign ads for the day and were appearing together Thursday night at a forum on volunteerism and service.

Former Mayor Rudy Giuliani spoke at the ceremony — as he has every year in New York — drawing applause from some in the crowd. As the names were being read, Homeland Security Secretary Michael Chertoff, New Jersey Gov. Jon Corzine and New York Gov. David Paterson walked down a ramp to lay flowers in the pit where the towers stood.

Last year's reading by Giuliani, then a presidential candidate, drew protests from family members who said the city was ill-prepared for the terrorist attacks under his leadership and questioned whether he should be there while running for the White House.

Many families had no opposition to McCain and Obama's visit, but some questioned whether the visit was necessary. "It's probably going to be more commercial. This really should be a day for the people who lived and worked down here," said Jane Wixted, who lost her police officer son Glen Pettit on Sept. 11.

But Pettit's former colleague, Chris DeAngelo, was glad they were coming. "One of them is going to lead this nation," he said. "And for that reason, both should come here to see what happened."

At the Pentagon memorial dedication, former Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld mourned those who "one morning kissed their loved ones goodbye, went off to work and never came home" and the airline passengers "who in the last moments made phone calls to loved ones and prayed to the Almighty before their journey ended not far from where it began."

The Pentagon memorial is the first of three major Sept. 11 memorials to be completed. The 2-acre park, located at the spot where American Airlines Flight 77 crashed into the Pentagon's west wall, consists primarily of 184 cantilevered benches, each bearing a victim's name.

President Bush and first lady Laura Bush marked the anniversary during a moment of silence on the South Lawn of the White House, then went to the Pentagon where the president spoke at a service there.

In Pennsylvania, several hundred people gathered to read the names of 40 victims killed in Shanksville where Flight 93 came down after passengers reportedly stormed the cockpit to thwart terrorists' plans to use that plane as a weapon like the others.

Memorials are years away from being built in Pennsylvania and New York. As in past years, two bright blue beams of light will shine at night on the New York City skyline, in memory of the fallen towers.

ZOMBIE WALK, My Plan...

HELLo GHOULS

What is a ZOMBIE WALK?

Simply put, the zombie walk is when a large crowd of people plan to dress up like zombies, meet at a pre-determined location, and then walk around, moaning and groaning. That being said, we're doing one here in Maysville, Kentucky. We hopefully will be getting the City of Maysville on the same page and have this event at The Washington Park, not this but next October and we're looking for a few good zombies and sponsors to join in the fun.

Our Zombie Walk will be a fund raising event for THE WOUNDED WARRIOR PROJECT if we get information from them soon to know that we have their blessings.

Besides the walk, there will be live bands, the Maysville Music Mafia will provide sound and DJ some spooky sounds. We will have food and drink. There will be best costume contests. And much much more.

It will be free to get in for everyone, food and drinks will be reasonable, and it doesn't cost much at all to get your zombie on!

For zombie clothes check visit your local Goodwill or other "clothing banks" and if you got clothes you don't use any more, please donate today!

PXW - HARDCORE HALLOWEEN

PROJECT X WRESTLING
HARDCORE HALLOWEEN



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I'll be missing you.

I'd like to take this time to remember

Killer Kowalski

On August 8, 2008 Kowalski suffered a major heart attack. According to Slam! Sports, the Quincy Patriot Ledger, and other sources, Kowalski's family was apprised that he would not recover. When Kowalski was taken off life support on August 18, subsequent news reports erroneously stated that he had passed away. But Kowalski did not die until August 30, 2008. ^[2] He was 81 years old.

Wladek (Walter) "Killer" Kowalski (October 13, 1926 – August 30, 2008)^[2] was a Canadian professional wrestler. Kowalski wrestled for numerous promotions during his career, including the NWA and WWWF, and was a known heel wrestler. He held numerous championships including the WWWF World Tag Team Championship with Big John Studd. After retiring in 1977, Kowalski started a professional wrestling school in Malden, Massachusetts and trained many professional wrestlers, including Triple H.

I wish, I could have met you... Rest easy.

So...

So the KWA show is either canceled or it's booker has simply called it quits. I really don't know where to go with that, I know if it's still on I won't be attending. We were invited to be a part of this When Worlds Collide event pitting Ohio Valley wrestlers against Kentucky Old School Styled wrestlers. All of a sudden without any word, the dude just deletes his Myspace profile, doesn't answer phone calls and I am left in the dark. I was going to go all out, I was so ready for this, guess all this pent up aggression will have to wait till the next show. Where ever that will be. So again I get screwed. It's like fate is just screwing with your ever hating brown eyed Cursed and I say, bring it on, I can take it. I can f--cking take it and I won't back down.

I'm ready. Got a match for me... Book me.

Not Warriors, Not Haters, Just People Doing Their Job...

Soldiers, I love ya, thank you for protecting us, protecting our freedoms and our way of life. No one could ever say in my presence that soldiers are "evil" or what ever bullshit they spew. I love you all, brothers, sisters, thank you for all that you do.



Here's the new Metallica Video just for you...



Metallica - The Day That Never Comes




My match at When Worlds Collide I dedicate to the soldiers serving in "The War on Terror" where ever they are. Blessed be to you all.



Thank you, Real American Heroes, serving to protect the interest of our country. You are why we are free, why we can do what we do and I'll do what I do in the ring always thinking about you all.



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